Venting...

I think I have worn out the ears of my fiance' in the last 24 hours, so i am venting to my blog. Oh dear blog, please never tire of me.

I try (operative word being "try") to choose to be happy, to make decisions that make me happy each and every day. In spite of this, I still get frustrated. I need to feel worthy. I need to feel as though something I do makes an impact. I need to work harder at making decisions that make me happy. I wish I had more spare time, but I don't, and it all boils down to this: I need to do things from one minute to the next based on the happiness of myself and those I care about. I am going to try, at least.